Dreamer's Hideaway

Monday, July 13, 2009

6:47 PM

& homework's piling at such a super fast&furious pace after exams that I wonder if I'd prefer exams more. I am really starting to feel the burn of trying to juggle all my responsibilities, but hey, at least I try my best ;D

This picture IS awesome! In a way, I guess although my school life can get pretty mundane routine boring, what I choose to feel about it, how I choose to face it, is really my choice. I can choose to feel stress and mooch around, but from now on I'm going to choose to feel the stress and use it as a driving force to push myself. FasterHigherFurther. VJ rocks my ankle socks (:

I miss you Jasmyn Lim! I miss your constant whining and sleepyheadedness and funny moments when you're actually awake. I miss your snide sarcastic remarks and your non stop complaining and your 90% closed eyelids. Let's meet up soon! (coughcough)

Life is busy, I am going to promise myself to update once a week with

Meaningful Posts

Recording Important Memories

And even more important people I meet everyday.

P.S. Fang Jia Jie owes me a treat. Yum! (:

Sunday, July 12, 2009

11:38 PM

Mid years are partially over, and although I have re-papers to take I went out and partied my life away anyway.

Oh God, please do NOT let me become one crazy party girl who reaches home at approximately 11 p.m. everyday and neglect her homework and watch TV and play XBOX (because its totally fun) and go out and spend a hellavu money and not have any regard for my academics because I really want to do well.

Friday, Saturday and Sunday are blurring into one long day for me, and I have been enjoying truly great company and having some wonderful laughs. I met up with Shumei and Gabriel this weekend and managed to catch up with Shu Mei quite a bit.

Old best friends, morethan10 years and counting. Ily bff, thank God we finally publicised our relationship on Facebook. (: (HAHAHAHAHA.)

To you: I seriously don't think its fair for you to stress out alone and feel at a loss of what to do just because of others. I understand that you love her as well, but I feel that maybe you should tell the random others you don't love as much to get a life and stop complaining to you. You're supposed to be a narc, remember? :( I really hate to see you so stressed out and sad. And all the best for upcoming elections, I'll always support you! (:

To another you: Thanks for the memories.

To myself: I really need to start going to church soon. But... maybe it is time for me to start afresh instead of trying to cling on to the past.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

11:55 PM

Time to create a whole new blog, maybe.
To move on with the times, and stop holding on to the past.
But.
I don't buy it.

I. Absolutely. Truly. Really. Love. Exams! (I wish.)
I know I should be studying. But I also know that I'd much rather have a life. School's been passing by in a blur, with CTs coming up and Temperature Takings (laughs) and Doing up the CT Board and Reuniting with Old Friends and Making Better Friendships and Laughing Over the Silliest Things We Do and the List Goes On. But the most, most, most prominent thing in my JC life, is CTCouncil.

And it's the one of the few best things that's ever happened to me in my life.

I shall livelovelaugh and live my life to the fullest, because hey, you only live once! (: Optimism and sarcasm and sniggers are the key to Life. Okay maybe not Sarcasm and Sniggering. I wish Exams are over quickly so that we concentrate fully on Council things again (: It makes me feel really touched when I hear people telling me "I miss Council meetings".

Because I do too. And I can sympathize.

& all I want to do is float on the Moon. (HAHA.)
nowhere near the Sun.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

12:18 AM

Meeting up with besties are always fantabulous times with tons of laughter. I really do miss them a whole lot, and they did help me take my mind off the upcoming mid years. (:

I haven't been studying for mid-years. Thus, I will die for my mid years and get horrible grades for all of my subjects, oh yahoo. ): I seriously need more self discipline, and a greater sense of urgency! I am really, really going to start studying tomorrow, I owe myself that much.

& sometimes, more often than I like to, I find myself at crossroad junctions of my life. Just when I'm so tempted to go in Direction A, something, somehow, pulls me back and I'm back to where I was before. Direction A? Or Direction B?